This morning in the shower I had the intense urge to want to make out in the shower with a woman--washing and rinsing and drying each other, all while kissing, and touching, and rubbing against each other's bare skin. Then I had the strong urge to want to relax naked in a hot tub or whirlpool...with all the other stuff that would go along with that, of course. I don't know why. This is the second time in a week I've had such thoughts in the shower, where I usually don't get sexual thoughts very often, despite the fact I'm naked and soapy. I need some type of sexual release. It's so unfair that I'm the horniest person I know, but I never get any action. I masturbate twice a day, for crying out loud. Luckily, my mom is going out in a few minutes, so I can go at it for the first time today. I really don't have anything else to do here.